I think I'm coming closer to finally deciding what I want to do about my hair. My doctor suggested saw palmetto for hair loss might be good, so that's another option on the table that we didn't get to talk about last time. I think after consulting with her and my family and just taking my own feelings into consideration, I've narrowed it down to a small handful of options. That is one of them. I definitely want something natural and, after speaking with her today, I think I'm leaning toward that. I know my family will be happy once I finally make a decision. I know I've probably been obsessing about it but I think they understand that this is all new to me and I wasn't expecting it. Probably if I was a guy I wouldn't care as much, but I'm not. Plus, I have a full-time job at an upscale department store and they have certain expectations about appearance, you know? I'm almost thinking of quitting that job. Sometimes I feel like their expectations are too unrealistic and the level of pressure they put on me is unreal. I'm already in my forties. They can't expect me to look the same as I did when I was in my twenties! I bet you if I quit that stressful job I wouldn't even have the hair loss problem!